I wish heaven had visiting hours, so I could sit with you again, hear your voice, soft and steady, feel the comfort of your presence like I used to. I would sit across from you, watch you smile, watch your eyes light up at nothing at all, and remember how the world made sense when… Continue reading I Wish Heaven Had Visiting Hours
Tag: death
70th
She would’ve been 70 today.And it’s strange—how you can ache for someone longer than you ever had them.Stranger still, how they can shape your life from the grave in ways the living never could. I was only nine when she left.Nine.Too young to understand what death really was, too old to forget the sound of… Continue reading 70th
Villain Origin
Life is so cruel,sharp as the wind through a child’s torn coat,cold in a way that no one prepares you for.I blink, and the world redraws itself.One less heartbeat.One more ache. Is this my villain origin story?The silent scream behind brave eyes,the scar that doesn’t show but burns all the same.They only see the anger,… Continue reading Villain Origin
Living in a dream state
Living in a dream state ever since, walking through the hush of half-lit rooms, where shadows bloom and voices blur, and yesterday feels closer than today. And if we’re really being honest, I didn’t even understand the magnitude of the loss then— how could I? The world cracked quietly, like a hairline fracture in glass,… Continue reading Living in a dream state
The Dead Mom Club
Realizing I’m part of a club I never wanted to be a member of There are certain clubs in life you never imagine yourself joining. You hear about them, you maybe even know someone who’s a member, but you always think, Not me. Not yet. The Dead Mom Club is one of those. There’s no… Continue reading The Dead Mom Club
23
Something I don't think I ever shared on here, and this is not something I share personally at all either. If you know its because you were around when it happened, otherwise I never talk about it. My mom passed away 23 years ago. It's crazy to say because I'm only 33 years old, and… Continue reading 23
Life without a Mom
From a female perspective, growing up without the guidance of the one person who would teach you majority of the things you must know as a woman is really hard!! or maybe that's just me. Backstory, I lost my mom at a young age, before I could even really understand what was happening. I was… Continue reading Life without a Mom